It is called Xiaojie, the only pet dog, the first and last one.

I still like animals, but I try not to talk too much. In retrospect, I didn’t do too well. I didn’t know how to love pets. Maybe it had something to do with me at the time, and I didn’t love myself that much. I don't know what love is. Although it's a pity, I can't go back to the past. I can only stay in my memory. Even the photos may not be left. At least I haven't found it so far.

Nowadays, you can see many pet videos or photos on social platforms, all kinds of interesting and cute, watching their behavior and movements, there is a kind of feeling that watching them can heal the soul, which can temporarily make I became happy in my mood, and temporarily put aside unpleasant things and worries.
When I was in elementary school, my dad’s friend Maltese gave birth to a puppy, so he asked me if I wanted to raise a puppy. How could I refuse this proposal at that time? Every child would like to have a pet in his heart. I’ll tell you the same things I heard before, and you’ll need to take care of it in the future. You need to feed it, help it cleanse and urinate, and take it out for a walk. When everything is answered well, it has arrived. Our home.

It is a Maltese dog. I named it Xiaojie. I forgot whether it has something to do with my English name. My English is Jack, which happens to be one big and one small. When I first came home , Everything is so interesting, watching it lively and cutely, watching it eat and sleep, just want to play with it.

Later, when I grew up, I didn’t want to do some things, such as taking it out for a walk, symbolically going for a stroll and going home. I was a bit resistant to clean up my urine and bowels, especially those who were not well educated. , Sometimes it’s everywhere, it’s very annoying at this time, and then I myself sometimes have a low hand, I like to tease it, I have been bitten by it, and my dad beat Xiaojie so that it can’t Bite.

I don’t know if it’s because of being bitten. Later, I didn’t like it that much or I was afraid of being bitten. I felt a little alienated, but I still called it by its name and waited for it to come over. It’s psychologically contradictory. I was not very good to it at the beginning. I didn't spend too much time with it. I just let it accompany me. Later, more care was given to my family.

Needless to say, it’s definitely been said many times by my family. It’s not that you said that you want to keep pets. Why are we taking care of them? Fortunately, my dad actually likes dogs and will play with dogs, even though he will be aggressive. Until one day my mother was pregnant and had a second child. On the one hand, no one could take care of her. On the other hand, she was sent back to grandfather's house because she was worried about affecting the pregnant woman's body. This was my last impression.

It was also because I was too young at the time. After so long, I have forgotten a lot. After I was sent back to my grandfather’s house, I seemed to have seen it but didn’t. Why is my memory so vague? It took a long time to go back and slowly forget it. I didn’t even know how it died at the time, because it was still very young. Although it had some minor physical problems, I helped it to nurse its body. Anyway, I remember that the family found a reason and perfunct me. I said that it was gone or passed away due to illness. I didn’t want to make me too sad.

I was a little sorry for him, I felt that I should treat him better, and then I never thought about keeping pets, and found that I was not suitable for pets. Why? It is that it will leave one day. The more feelings I develop with it, the more sad and painful it will be on the day of parting. It is a mood that I cannot bear, so I would rather watch videos of others raising pets to reduce harm and keep a beautiful picture.

Xiaojie, although you have been away for a long time, I still hope you start to be happy in another world!


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